Projecting!!

Man this love shit is hard. I can’t even begin to explain what I am going through right now. Alot of it is silly but I can see why when people have to put their souls on the line. Yet, why does this shit hurt so much. Like a little kiss good-bye instead of a big one can send you into a fuede with your mind. So right now I can’t eat or sleep so I just think waiting for a sign that what I am doing is right. The signs never come. My world is magnified under the star of dispare. Its like I am wiaitng for all of this shit that isn’t gunna materialize. So i am fucked, I am unsure.